Illusions
PRODUCER: STARZ BEATS
WRITER: ALEX

Every day I used to cry thinking of you
Thinking of the dreams I had
Wishing you'd understand
I'd do anything for you
And I'm ashamed now to realize
Not only did you know how I felt
You cast it aside
You cast me aside

And it's not fair
But I guess that's life
Blaming myself for loving you
It eats at my pride
And it's not right
But I guess that's life
Blaming you for your selfish ways
Isn't good enough
But I guess that's love

If it's fine, we never say it's fine
We just let it go astray
Until we go our separate ways
And look back on better days
If it's wrong, we can't say it's wrong
Holding on so tight to yesterday
If this is an illusion playing games
Then it's real in our eyes
Believing love's disguise

You disappeared and left me crying for months
And now you're back to heal the pain
Expecting open arms
Thinking I'd still be up for this charade
And you were surprised when I changed the locks
Couldn't get me to pick up the phone
Guess I let you back in too many times
And now there's no one home

And it's not fair
But I guess that's life
Blaming myself for loving you
It cuts like a knife
And it's not right
But I guess that's life
Blaming you for your childish games
Isn't good enough
But I guess that's love

If it's fine, we never say it's fine
We just let it go astray
Until we go our separate ways
And look back on better days
If it's wrong, we can't say it's wrong
Holding on so tight to yesterday
If this is an illusion playing games
Then it's real in our eyes
Believing love's disguise